walking to my morning watering hole (does that title work for coffee shops, too?) down Main Street with sandals on my feet, my fingers tingle just a little bit with the cold. Later today, it’ll be 70 degrees, but now it’s hardly 50 out–I love the freshness of the morning.
Even so, the peeking sunshine jogs my memory of long, hot, sticky days in July and August–already I dread walking more slowly because it’ll keep my temperature down and feeling as if I’m swimming down Main Street.
It’s 51 degrees, and in my mind I’m already baking in 101-degree weather.
My memory and anticipation (of sweaty 101 degrees) ruins the present moment (of gloriously chill 51 degrees). Some anticipation is good; studies show that most of the enjoyment and mood-boost of a vacation occurs before the actual event takes place. When anticipation steals the present moment’s joy, though, and even causes you to lose focus on the good, blessed bits of life, anticipation, and especially fear (if “fear” isn’t too serious a word for a reaction to hot temperatures!), ought to be kicked to the curb as quickly as possible.
Big futurey clouds can quickly overshadow the present moment; all the uncertainty and possibility can overcome the gentle, ordinary beauty of your simple surroundings this very moment.
Instead of looking ahead in fear to July’s heat, or to the possibly wonderful, possibly disastrous future, may we take a deep, deep breath and notice the beauty of this very moment right here.